To add to what I already posted today...
"You don't become a mistake just because you have made one!"
- Author Unknown
If this isn't about Virgo and Perfectionism, I don't know what is! And how the Ego-Self can use making mistakes against itself, to spiral downward into that Drama Triangle of victim-rescue me-I feel persecuted....
As you 'see' the Virgo perfectionism issue(s) that have been brought up and about within you through the North Node in opposition to the South Node + Neptune in Pisces during this Moon cycle and 'Neptunian November' - can you create an 'AND' here?
No longer either/or - together, can you let go of that Drama Triangle and all those addictive, escapist ways and means of habits that have been keeping you small, unworthy, insignificant (victim-thinking and feeling) AND let go of the need for Perfectionism/Procrastination - AND live your life in the here and now? As the beautiful Spiritual BEing you already are?
For those of us who were born under the Pisces/Virgo Sun or Moon or Rising Sign AND for those of us who were born under the Gemini/Sagittarius Sun or Moon or Rising Sign - this Moon cycle AND 'Neptunian November' has been truly LOUD to get our attention about HOW we've been living our life, until now, with those bits and pieces of unresolved past life issues that dovetail with all of the above (and what I posted previous to this post). Finally - whew!
Gemini + Virgo + Sagittarius + Pisces have one thing in common: we are all mutable Zodiac signs, meaning we can 'go with the flow' AND get lost! Especially if we keep listening to others' and take that action rather than listen to ourselves, our intuition as to what action is true for us. This doesn't mean talking to others is not okay - it means DISCERNMENT is required along the way so that we don't "get lost" and out to sea wondering "Where is MY life in all of this?".
Next steps? Know what it is you are releasing - take off those rose-coloured glasses (and there could be more than one set you're wearing!) of the Magic, Movies and Illusion that is Neptune/Pisces - what have you been deluding yourself about that rests with what your Ego-mind/Self needed to control and BE within in order to live in this world? Acknowledge what it is, finally, that you need to Let Go Of.
Love yourself, Within and Without, Ego-Self and True Self as one, be honest about it.Face it, walk through the pain and tears and FORGIVE. Then Love yourself, hug yourself and hand off those glasses (how many pairs are you letting go here?) to God, your Angels - whomever you know to be that Higher Power of Light, and take the next baby step forward - INto your renewed, truer life.
"What will it take for me, now, to live my true life, authentically and honestly, for now on? What will it take?"